I’m a single woman who lives alone. I’m also in no rush to go out and date (even though I hear my biological clock ticking lol) Perhaps it’s because I’m not quite over my ex-boyfriend. It was a relationship that hadn’t quite ended, he simply moved back home to another country and while we tried the long distance thing for a while – we were barely able to stay in touch. So I decided to end it. Mainly in an attempt to avoid the whole cheating thing (me or him cheating)
I had also began an online flirtation that was making me resent my boyfriend for neglecting me. So while it made me very sad I ended things. Before I go any further I must mention that I have a very difficult time forming relationships because of my childhood and my inability to truly trust anyone. Yet I trust him – I trust him and I believe him when he says he loves me.
Consequently, I could not ignore my feelings for my now ex-boyfriend no matter how hard I tried to move on. The heart wants what the heart wants they say.
Just a few days ago – my ex came to visit me after almost 2 yrs apart and we kind of picked up where we left off. However our circumstances have not changed. We still live in 2 different countries, with the very high cost of travel between our countries and our overwhelming busy schedules.
Is there any hope for us? or are we doomed to live through the slow agonizing death of love